I haven't updated my journal in a long time. I still need to reevaluate my life. Yes, I've change for the better but I still have to fix the mess I'm bathing in.
I'm no longer angry at my ex-friends. I'm actually surprise at how fast I was able to moved on. They're insignificant to me now so whether they're extremely successful or still down in the dumps, I could care less either way.
The other week, I went out and felt the warmth that exerts from genuine and kind people. I was reminded that the world can be hopeful if I choose to look at the right places. Occasionally, I would come across rude people in public places but that's a given. Every rose has its thorns after all.
I've decide since the beginning of this month that I will not waste anymore time. So far so good. Time won't stop moving just because we're suffering.
Yes, life is still unfair 'cause I always want what I can't have but that's just human nature. Life will always be unfair. I gotta make the best of what I have. I gotta write my own story. I have to grasp my destiny. I can't stay still any longer. Pain can only temporarily stop me from doing what needs to be done.