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Paramount Flower
Will she
Transform into sea foam in morning's light*
Or Cinderella to Princess overnight?
Will she
Painstakingly carve her own path
Or accept the road that she currently hath?
And will she
Make History by rewriting Herstory
Or turn Herstory into unfinalized History?
*conclusion to the original Little Mermaid's tale by Hans Christian Andersen
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Shedd Aquarium, Chicago II by godasleep Shedd Aquarium, Chicago II :icongodasleep:godasleep 2 8 Shedd Aquarium, Chicago I by godasleep Shedd Aquarium, Chicago I :icongodasleep:godasleep 2 6 Chi-town by godasleep Chi-town :icongodasleep:godasleep 3 9 Cloud Gate, Chicago II by godasleep Cloud Gate, Chicago II :icongodasleep:godasleep 0 12 Cloud Gate, Chicago I by godasleep Cloud Gate, Chicago I :icongodasleep:godasleep 1 3 Navy Pier, Chicago by godasleep Navy Pier, Chicago :icongodasleep:godasleep 3 8 A thousand paper cranes II by godasleep A thousand paper cranes II :icongodasleep:godasleep 5 4 A thousand paper cranes II by godasleep A thousand paper cranes II :icongodasleep:godasleep 2 4 A thousand paper cranes II by godasleep A thousand paper cranes II :icongodasleep:godasleep 2 6
A beautiful teacup
Dear Thi,
You could never guess the cruelty that you'll face in the next 6 years. But don't worry because you'll survive it all 'cause I'm still here, aren't I?
At the tender age of 14, you think the worst thing is not getting your feelings return by your crush. But you're so far from the truth 'cause that's just the tip of the iceberg. For the first time in school, you became an outcast. You don't care how your hair look or the fact that you would wear the same sweater for a whole week. You started to notice things you've never noticed before. How people treated you like you have no feelings. How the friends you had back in middle school are too cool for you now. How loneliness really feels even though you're constantly surrounded by people. Then sophomore year rolls around and you had to transfer to another school. It's not hard making friends but you still felt left out. You missed your good friend from your old school terribly, you did poorly in school, was mentally abused at home
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It's all a lie
It's all a lie
This isn't love
It's all a lie
And I was blind
Like love potions
And a love letter you pay someone to write
It's all a lie
Like those I love yous
And long talks into the night
It's all a lie
Why did you lie?
Why did you lie?
Why did you lie to me?
Why did you lie?
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No one
Is this what love is
When it was never meant to be?
Do you know what pain is?
When he's not here with me
All those lonely nights and days
His voice is all I hear
Some days I miss him so much
That my heart cries silent tears
But in the end, I just wanted him to be happy
Even if that means he'll never be here
In my mind
His smiling face abide
In my dream
That same face visit me at night
But then one day I awake to find
In the arms of another
"my happiness"* reside
Will you love him like I do?
Does it hurt to see him cry?
Will you give him all that I couldn't?
Because I will never be in his life.
Can you love him at his worst?
Will you cherish him like no other?
Could you tell him that I love him?
Because no one could love him better.
*[A/N] "my happiness" refers to the man that I love the most but cannot be with.
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Missing you, my love. by godasleep Missing you, my love. :icongodasleep:godasleep 6 48 Waiting for you, my love. by godasleep Waiting for you, my love. :icongodasleep:godasleep 5 30 Flowers by my niece II by godasleep Flowers by my niece II :icongodasleep:godasleep 3 0


Holiday Card Project 2012

It's back!  With the goal of bringing a little cheer to patients in the hospital during the holiday season, the deviantART Holiday Card Project connects deviants from around the world and applies their tremendous artistic abilities in designing and creating uplifting holiday cards.
In past years, the Project has received more than 5,000 cards sent in by more than 1,000 deviants from 50 different countries/political regions. Cards were then divvied up and distributed in-person by deviantART members to local Los Angeles, CA hospitals, with additional cards given to various hospitals in the U.S. and abroad for hospital staff members to hand out to patients.
The idea behind the Holiday Card Project is simple: do something nice for others. However, if you're looking for even more incentive, every deviant who submits a card will be given a free one-month Premium Membership to deviantA
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Mermaid's dream by AkiZero1510 Mermaid's dream :iconakizero1510:AkiZero1510 300 25
God Told me a Secret (Gay Rights Poem)
God told me a secret last night before bed,
He leaned into my ear and silently said:
"I love you my child, I really do.
"I hate none of my children, it really is true;
"But I am real angry, not with the gay, bi or straight,
"I am angered with those who only spread hate...
"This world I created is now such a sad place...
"It has been ruined by the human race.
"Why should it matter who my children date?
"It is their life so you shouldn't spread hate!
"And then when you say, 'I hate because of religion!'
"You need to open your eyes and see that hate's YOUR decision!
"You can choose between peace or spreading this hate!
"You can choose to love the gay, bi and straight!
"But as soon as you choose to hold some dumb useless grudge,
"Know that it's you who I will judge!
"All my children from all around the globe,
"Stop being such a homophobe!
"All my other creatures can get along great!
"Why is it just humans who choose to spread hate?
"I am so angry, so filled up with rage!
"My children must
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Thoughts I'll never tell you
it seems nighttime
has never looked this dark
(or maybe my emotions
are just blurring
my perception)
squinty eyes turn
to my alarm clock:
a lighthouse
in the roaring black sea
delirium fades,
as the dream
s l o w l y
comes back
How can I miss someone
who wasn't even mine?
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Landscape With Hats by Raphael-Lacoste Landscape With Hats :iconraphael-lacoste:Raphael-Lacoste 2,272 51 So live ever, swoon to death. by Amaria So live ever, swoon to death. :iconamaria:Amaria 253 17 Wolf by moppaa Wolf :iconmoppaa:moppaa 602 29 Washington DC Cherry Blossoms - free hdr stock by somadjinn Washington DC Cherry Blossoms - free hdr stock :iconsomadjinn:somadjinn 603 85 Betta speedpaint by MagicBirdie Betta speedpaint :iconmagicbirdie:MagicBirdie 399 116 Snowy Forest [WP] by Aenea-Jones Snowy Forest [WP] :iconaenea-jones:Aenea-Jones 481 34 Seascapes by Naschi Seascapes :iconnaschi:Naschi 3,394 302 Cascade by AnnMarieBone Cascade :iconannmariebone:AnnMarieBone 875 95 Tiger hand painting by larahawker Tiger hand painting :iconlarahawker:larahawker 6,478 839 Ladybird by alexgphoto Ladybird :iconalexgphoto:alexgphoto 709 37
You only fly for a little while
She was just four years old
kicking her feet
harder and harder,
as the swingset creaked
and cracked
She finally reached the peak,
jumped off,
and said,
"Mama, I'm gonna fly."
and so she did;
three feet into the air,
sticking the landing
like a gymnast
And I wonder everyday
if those were the same words
she muttered
before jumping off that bridge,
unable to remember,
you only fly for a little while.
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Tree by AnitaAnti Tree :iconanitaanti:AnitaAnti 2,849 104


I haven't updated my journal in a long time. I still need to reevaluate my life. Yes, I've change for the better but I still have to fix the mess I'm bathing in.

I'm no longer angry at my ex-friends. I'm actually surprise at how fast I was able to moved on. They're insignificant to me now so whether they're extremely successful or still down in the dumps, I could care less either way. 

The other week, I went out and felt the warmth that exerts from genuine and kind people. I was reminded that the world can be hopeful if I choose to look at the right places. :) Occasionally, I would come across rude people in public places but that's a given. Every rose has its thorns after all. 

I've decide since the beginning of this month that I will not waste anymore time. So far so good. :D Time won't stop moving just because we're suffering. 

Yes, life is still unfair 'cause I always want what I can't have but that's just human nature. Life will always be unfair. I gotta make the best of what I have. I gotta write my own story. I have to grasp my destiny. I can't stay still any longer. Pain can only temporarily stop me from doing what needs to be done. 

P.S. See you all when I come back from Florida!!!! :iconcarameldansenplz: 


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Justinandrew1984-1 Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014
thanks for the watch, think I'll watch you back!
godasleep Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
No prob and thanks. :D
Grootslang Featured By Owner May 6, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fave!
godasleep Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
You're welcome. :D
Mobin-Da-Vinci Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2014  Student Interface Designer
godasleep Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
I'm sorry MoMo-Chan. I've been super busy. 
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